God! I am in DESPAIR! My comic book group quit due to pressure

it was expected since the beginning and I had to play JUGGLE and go with it. Anyway my group leader had second thoughts because he wanted to find a stable job and the comic book project was in conflict with his dreams. I don't take it against him I also had dream of my own and projects too do. Now that openings are like windows that pop out and you wouldn't know which one will let winds of fortune blow on you and all I could do now is peak.
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I submitted my resumes and IM waiting for one to be accepted hope one comes soon.